Truth Behind Lies

                           How does it feel to be used? To be used by someone you love and you really trust. Well, that was the question I had on my mind when I’m only a twelve - year - old girl. At that time, all that I knew about love is that love is blind because that was I usually hear.  Yes, I had crushes but love? I don’t have time for that until I met him. After I met him, the meaning of love for me changed and it became, “Love looks like a nice thing, but it’s actually very rough when you experience it.”


  My crush is also my classmate. Just name him, King. King became close to me because we became partners in one of our projects.  He’s cute, handsome, kind, generous, and a funny guy. I am always happy whenever I’m with him. I am somewhat a straightforward person.  I always want to be open with the people around me especially when it comes to my feelings. So, I am the one who confessed my feelings first to King. King told me that he felt the same way. Then, our friends said that we have that so called “More that friends but less than lovers” relationship.  We enjoyed each other’s company. We always hang out with our friends but we only treat ourselves as if we’re only best friends when we’re together.

   
                           But one day, King just ignored my texts and calls and even personally. Actually, that day was our last day of classes as first years. He told me that he didn't want to talk to me. So I decided to stay away from him without knowing the reason. I spent my vacation having fun with my family and friends so that I will not be able to think of him that much. My friends helped me to move on that vacation.  We were classmates again the next year.  In that year, I really tried my best to regain our long lost friendship and I am so thankful to God because I regained it. He became my friend again.  We always talk to each other again but we’re not that close just like before because there’s an uncouth atmosphere whenever our eyes meet. I admit to myself that I still have feelings for him that time. Another year passed, and unfortunately, he’s not my classmate anymore. On that time, I still kept on thinking about the untold reason of King.

 
                           King has this close friend. Just call him Anne. Anne already knew about the untold reason since we’re second years. Fortunately, Anne is my classmate again and also a close friend of mine. So, I always say to her what I feel so one day, Anne already told me the reason. She said that she is not in the position to tell me that but she already told me to lessen my sadness. The reason is King only took advantage of my feelings, but King also learned to love me anyhow but the bottom-line there is he used me. From the time I knew it, my world seemed to crash. I can’t believe that King did that to me and he only pretended almost all the time. But somehow, I thank him because he already stopped it early. King said sorry to me and I forgave him.


  I am very thankful to God that He let me met King. I became a stronger and a careful person because of him. Sometimes, being a straightforward person is not that good. I should learn how to forgive and forget. I should be honest to all of the people around me. Never get attached to anyone that much because attachments lead to expectations and expectations lead to disappointments. Now, I value friendship more rather than love.  We need to take one step at a time and there's no need to rush. It's like learning to fly or falling in love, it's going to happen and it's supposed to happen. And lastly, sometimes, people choose to leave not because of their selfish reasons. But they just know that things will only get worse if they stay. I already moved on, finally. My only wish now is to regain our friendship again even I already knew the truth behind lies.

It's Now or Never...

                      "To be or not to be. That is the question" is the most famous quote in one of  inspiring and great Shakespearean Masterpieces. That quote is from the Hamlet. For me, the quote also means, "Take it or leave it.." and , "Opportunity knocks only once."  Ever since I heard about Cavite National Science High School to my classmates and relatives, I dreamed to be a student there. So when I was in Grade 6, I reviewed very hard hoping to pass the entrance exams. And God answered my prayers and I passed the tests. In my first day in CavSci, I know that there would be a lot of pressures for me, but I followed the advice of my mother that CavSci is the best school here in Maragondon and it is very hard passing the test so I am very lucky. So I end up in going in CavSci.


                    As a student, i believe that I should be a responsible individual in passing all of my requirements on time. I should also study every lessons in different subjects. I should participate in every activities that the teacher will give us. I should always be in time, disciplined and alert for all times.


                 If I will not do those things, I will have failing grades and my mother will be disappointed to me also and I don't want that to happen. So I promise to myself and also the one who reads this, that I will do my very best in all and make my dreams come true and also be a successful one who graduated in Cavite National Science High School.

Just the way it is

English subject is like my crush

That makes my adrenalin to rush

I felt unexplained happiness inside

That makes my anxiety took aside 

The love of Romeo to Juliet

That everyone would like to feel without any regret

A lover that would sacrifice anything

Just for the one he loves that for him is a precious thing.

Gerunds, Infinitives and Participle

Those words make me shiver and tremble

They are all included in Verbals

To understand more, I need to be logical.

The teacher claimed it was so plain,
I only had to use my brain.
Tenses are time of verb’s action
A simple lesson but very important in our every action.

She said the past of throw was threw,
The past of grow – of course – was grew,
So flew must be the past of fly,
But sometimes, in some verbs, it was hard to apply.

Nothing can replace

My happiness and enjoyment during English time.

I really love English subject and all about that

JUST THE WAY IT IS...

Technology for a Better Future

                             

                     For some people, when they were able to hear the word "Technology", they would all think about the gadgets like cellphones, laptops, computers, etc. They all use technologies just for their past times, not knowing that technology can help or aid their burden.


                   Nowadays, technology becomes advance everyday. It is used to improve the living of people. For me, technology will lead us in the future. It can lessen the death rate of a country because technologies for medicines can easily cure the disease of a person. And for me as a student, technology can be used in informing people of a certain topic through social media sites.


                  So the collage explains that technology is the path of light that would lead our way to a better future. Technology can help and guide people on what should be done to finish something. For me, technology will be the root of success of the people like me as a student. It can lessen or prevent all the diseases the some of the problems of humans that can be solved by technology.

 

The Two Fearless Lovers

Original Story of Romeo and Juliet (Act 5, Scene 3)

                            The letter of Friar Lawrence was not sent to Romeo because Friar John was quarantined. And the news didn't reached Romeo. So Romeo absorbed the wrong news from Balthasar. Paris saw Romeo in the tomb. Romeo begged Paris to just go away but Paris refused and stayed there. So they had a sword fight. The page of Paris saw this and he called the watch. But Paris falls and died. Paris wished that Romeo should open the tomb and to lay him next to Juliet. Romeo did what Paris said. He opened the tomb and saw Juliet lying there and put Paris beside Juliet in the tomb. He sealed a kiss to Juliet and took out the poison and drank it. And Romeo died right after taking the poison. Friar Lawrence asked Balthasar to go with him but he refused. So Friar Lawrence went to the tomb alone. And when he is already in the tomb, he saw Paris and Romeo there and then Juliet woke up. Juliet asked Friar where should Romeo be. But Friar Lawrence heard a noise from the outside of the tomb and begged Juliet to come with him but Juliet refused. Friar Lawrence left Juliet. Juliet saw the cup of the poison and she found out that there is no poison left in the cup so she decided to kiss Romeo thinking there might still poison on the mouth of Romeo. The watchmen and Paris's page entered the tomb.Juliet heard the noise of the watchmen and the page. She saw the dagger of Romeo and stabbed herself and died. The watchmen saw that Juliet, Romeo and Paris were already died. Capulet and Lady Capulet entered the tomb and saw everything. Lady Montague died because of the grief she felt when Romeo was exiled. So only Montague went there. Friar Lawrence stated all what happened. At the end, the two families ended their feud and agreed to build golden statues for the both Romeo and Juliet.

Revised:

                          The letter of Friar Lawrence was not sent to Romeo because Friar John was quarantined. And the news didn't reached Romeo. So Romeo absorbed the wrong news from Balthasar. Paris saw Romeo in the tomb. Romeo begged Paris to just go away but Paris refused and stayed there. So they had a sword fight. During the sword fight, Romeo is explaining that Juliet is her wife. The page of Paris saw them fighting and he called the watch. Paris stopped fighting with Romeo after hearing Romeo's explanation. Paris just go to a faraway land. Friar Lawrence go quickly in the tomb and saw Romeo crying because Juliet was dead. Friar Lawrence explained to Romeo that the death of Juliet was just a ruse. So they waited until Juliet woke up. And when Juliet woke up, they kissed. They heard a noise from the outside of the tomb so Romeo and Juliet ran as fast as they could. Friar Lawrence was then very happy alone it the tomb. The watchmen, the prince, Capulets and Montagues came to the tomb. They were very confused what happened to the corpse of Juliet. Friar Lawrence explained what happened. At the end, the two families ended their feud. They searched Romeo and Juliet and the Capulets agreed to the love of Romeo and Juliet. Romeo and Juliet got married and have they own kids and they lived happily ever after...

Where are you now?

                        Honestly, I'm not that confident or excited during "Father's day". Wanna know why? I am a product of a broken family. I didn't grew up with a supporting father with me. I didn't also felt the love of my father because he left us when I was only three years old and I don't even know what was going on. Working is the main purpose of my daddy why he left us when I'm only infant and go to Saudi Arabia. At that time, he didn't failed in communicating and sending money to us. But that time was so short. One day, my daddy, failed doing such things to us. Until I became three years old, my mommy found out that my daddy have an another woman there in Saudi Arabia. My mommy stand still and strong to provide my necessary needs. She stand as my mother and father. She didn't even tell anybody about what happened to them. Even my relatives didn't know a thing about it. When I am already six years old, every night, I always heard that my mommy is crying. So I asked my mommy, why and at that moment when she told me the reason, I promised to myself that I will not tell anyone about it. 



                               My daddy only came home because my mommy filed a case against him. He only stayed in the Philippines for two weeks. In those days, I felt really complete. I felt the love of my father even for a short period of time. After two weeks, he left us again and go to Dubai U.A.E. He also had other woman there and they have a child named "Andres". Six years and up to present, I don't know where or what is he doing there. But despite of all those "abandonment", he is still my father. And even though his negative sides to me were so many rather than his good sides, I am also finding the love of my father. A father who's always there when someone annoys me. Someone who will make an effort fetching me in school. A first love of mine.                                     


                      My father's name is Ranel Del Mundo Almanzor. His birthday is April 21. He is from Agoncillo, Batangas. To sing in a competition is his one way of expressing himself. His hobby, drawing, made himself busy when he's bored. Dancing is not his line. His eyes were also poor just like mine. 

And I can't resist it that he is my father....


Until now I've been searching for his love..

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

The Wind Beneath My Wings

" My mother is the most beautiful woman I ever saw. All I am, I owe to her. I attribute my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education I received from her. "

                      Ever since I was a kid, I thought that only superman, batman, catwoman and many more who have those supernatural powers, were  the only heroes or heroines in this world that can save the day if we're troubled. But as I grow older, I realized that even I am just in the womb of my mother, I met the hero of my life. My mother do her best just to protect and save me from harm. And as a only child, she treasures me just like a precious jewel.


                     Actually, my mother is a single mom. So let me narrate what happened. My father went to Dubai and have an other woman and a child there, so, my mom decided to support me even if she's a single mom. She is the one who gave me shelter, clothes, foods and other necessary things I need in school or in the house especially her love, support and care for me. She is always been there for me through thick and thin. She makes her patience so long just for me. She's there in every contests that I attended. Even if she's always mad at me because of stress in her work, she says sorry if she says bad words to me....

She is a....

• nurse when I'm sick.. 
• teacher that gives lessons in life and also advice...
• father when there's I need someone to guide me..
• body guard that ensures that I am always safe...
• bestfriend when I need someone to listen to all of my problems..
• chef that always cooks my foods..
• and especially, A HERO THAT ALWAYS BEEN THERE TWO STEPS BEHIND ME.. 

                                   Even though I know that I don't say "I Love You" often to my mother, I wanted her to feel the love, support and care that I gave to her.... I will promise that I will not let her alone in her life even when she's already old. I will make sure that I will be able to bring back the efforts she gave to me when she gets old because she's my strength when I was weak.. She's my voice when I can't speak.. She's my eyes when I couldn't see... I'm very thankful to God that she gave me a wonderful mom... I'm everything I am because she loved me.

And now that this will end, I just want all of you to know that MY MOTHER IS THE BEST MOM I'VE EVER MET and I WILL NOT GO DOWN CAUSE 

SHE'S THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS....